© Chuck Duboff
“Over the years, Springsteen has been forthcoming about the fact that he is prone to depression, for which he has sought relief through both therapy and antidepressants. In the book, he delves more deeply still into the subject. There is his clinical depression itself, he explained to me, and then a compounding fear that he is doomed to suffer as his father did. “You don’t know the illness’s parameters,” he said. “Can I get sick enough to where I become a lot more like my father than I thought I might?”
He acknowledges in Born to Run that his struggles are ongoing, and shares stories from the not-so-distant past. “I was crushed between sixty and sixty-two, good for a year and out again from sixty-three to sixty-four,”
This is from a Vanity Fair article which profiles Bruce Springsteen and discusses his forthcoming book, Born to Run: http://www.salon.com/2016/09/06/bruce-springsteen-opens-up-about-clinical-depression-you-do-not-know-the-illnesss-parameters/?utm_source=twitter&utm_medium=socialflow
I have always felt a strong connection to the Boss; understood his words, his pain, his dark bedrooms…”I was crushed between sixty and sixty-two” he says, much like I am experiencing now.
Does it make life any easier knowing that people like Bruce Springsteen, Jon Hamm, Duane “the Rock” Johnson, Winston Churchill, Clara Hughes, Michael Landsburg, Robin Williams, Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie, Gwenyth Paltrow, all had to face the demons which render you helpless. At some level it does, at a different level I ask myself…if they struggle with depression, what hope do I have?
Watching a dear friend battle depression and take her own life just a few short years ago was painful. At 44 she could no longer live with the demons which controlled her life.
Bruce has fought this battle his whole life; he lived with a father who was verbally abusive and crushed his spirit, much like I did. “I think it’s great for him to write about depression. A lot of his work comes from him trying to overcome that part of himself.” says his supportive and loving wife, Patti Scialfa.
It’s a battle, it it’s a 24/7 battle; and when life is peaceful and good, you know that at any moment that switch can be flipped and suddenly the demon is back in control of your life…
The most painful part of depression is when you are judged by others, who take no time to understand the unbearable struggles. For people who struggle with depression, it is not a choice. “hmm, I think I am going to be depressed today.” It’s not like that at all; life can be good, flowing smoothly, when out of nowhere the demons arrive, take over and you are caught in their grips for as long as they decide to hold on. As Brad Pitt stated: “I couldn’t wait to get home and hide out.”
My connection to Bruce has been for a life time; his words, his music, speak to me. To write a very public auto-biography detailing his depression and clinical depression took an immense amount of courage…I look forward to reading Born to Run when it is released.